what the.....

Whatever happened to my life? First, I came home very late only to find my mom admitted to hospital for the second time. Second, I had not eaten proper meal since last night and only ate biscuits to fill my belly. Third, I found myself going out to the city again because, well, *coughs* this morning Dad locked the laptop inside his room and left just like that. It's not that I don't need the laptop right now, but he just pisses me off with that kind of manner. Sure, he has his works and mom to concern but that doesn't mean he can ignore me like I don't ever exist in the first place.

I was like, why it has to be me? Last week, I wasted my money on a return trip to village only to find no one at home. Want to know what happened next? I returned to my home in the city, but I didn't have enough money (it was barely enough for the return trip) and I had to starve myself until Mom called me late at night.

Bleh, I wish I could go and kill somebody right now...